Okay, so my latest ct scan was last Friday. Now, I'd like to know the results--I think. I confess that after a year of treatment I may becoming weary in the battle and my desire is to be as proactive as I possibly can in restoring my body to health. I can't afford to become sloppy or haphazard in that effort. Please, pray for me, that I would be willing to any/all necessary permanent lifestyle changes.

I am thankful for God allowing this cancer to occur, that I may be spiritually stretched and matured through this minute suffering in Christ.

About a year ago I jotted down on a note card what I know to be true: 1) God is my guide, my teacher, my sustainer--in life and through life; 2) that my desire is to willfully submit to His sovereignty; 3) that He is merciful and gracious, while at the same time holding me accountable to His standard; and, finally, 4) that no matter where my journey ends, God remains sovereign. I am glad my heavenly Father is in control.